Howdie! Pardon me for the lack of updates.
In any case, I had quitted blogging @ Onsugar. Gonna' try out Tumblr and write my philosophies there instead of ranting about my life. There's so much things that I've yet to explore and experience. Once again, I'm sorry for any inconvenience caused!
Check out for updates: http://www.tyld.tumblr.com!
Ok.... Actually I don't intend to blog anymore, but since everyone's writing their New Year resolution, I shall do the same. Hopefully I can achieve my aims and at the end of the year I can be proud to tell others, "I can do it if I really sets my heart on it"!
I think that's about it. At least I'm setting realistic aims, unlike my brother! Hahahaha.
I finally turned S.E.V.E.N.T.E.E.N! Only 4 hours have passed and I recieved so many smses. This shows that all my friends are night owls, indifferent from the others. Haha.
Before my STM acts up, I shall thanks the following beloved who wished me a Happy Birthday (in alphabetic orders):
Alicia, Alvin Chan, Alvin Li, Amos, Andric, Ben Ang, Brandon Pang, Calvin, Carilyn, Carina, Carmen, Chanel, Chuan, Clarence, Cynthia, Damian, Daniel Deianira, Dominic, Eileen Guo, Ernest, Eugene Lee, Franco, Geng Whye, Ginji, Hansoon, Hayley, Hui Cong, Hui Kang, Hweekwan, Jasmine Xing, Jay Jay, Joanne, Johnson Goh, Jovvin, Kai Jun, Kelvin Teo, Kenji, Kpher, Lyon, Mc Jeff, Nicole Teo, Noel, Paul, Pauline, Qi Feng, Rachel, Shanda, Shawn, Simin, Sylvester Fok, Terence Yew, Warren, Waynel, Wei Jun, Wei Wen, Weng Guan, Wilson, Will Goh, Winston, Xiang Jun, Yan Ci, Yaya, Yi Ling, Yiyuan and Zhi Xiong.
P.S. PLEASE STATE YOUR NAME IN THE SMS BECAUSE I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS.
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I remember asking my mom this very silly question once.
Me: Ma ah. Do you feel proud giving birth to a twin?
She: Huh. Why you suddenly ask this question?
Me: No lah, I'm just wondering lor. Many of my friends told me they envied me for having a twin. Like when I'm bored I can find him to chat or shop lo.
She: Orh. Actually kinda true la. And of course I feel proud la! But you don't know how worried I was when I'm carrying the both of you.
Me: WORRIED? Why will worried leh?
She: Worried that the two of you might have any body parts joined together la!
Me: Oh........... but you told me before that you had aborted many times before us, so why didn't you do so when you found out you're pregnant again???
She: The doctor la! Initially I intended to do so, but the doctor tell me I'm carrying a twin. It's a pity lor, since not many people are giving the privilege!
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Time flew so fast. She had struggled painfully to raise the both of us. 17 YEARS. For 17 years she had been giving us the best and kept all the sufferings to herself. She told us that she won't be appease until we finished our NS.
I'm so glad I've such caring parents and understanding friends. I'm already very contented with what I have now. Seriously. (:
I want a DSLR real badly, and probably a BB Curve 8900 as well. I only want it because the others are using it. Count Brother lucky to found a BB Storm2 9550. Pure luck, damn >;(.
I had been spending time with my precious Chanel for the past few days. It's a lil' upsetting that she's returning tomorrow, and that I don't know when I can get to meet her again.
These few days....................:
I went for interview @ Chinatown with the accompanies of her and Fayth. They complained after walking miles of road because I couldn't find the location despite going round and round.
Also, I paid a visit to Bowen Secondary for her collection of books.
Caught the movie, "Princess and the Frog" with Weishi, Winston, and Chanel. The movie storyline was so-so only.... but seriously if you doesn't want to get annoyed by the cryings of infants, I ADVISE YOU TO SKIP THIS LAME MOVIE. Don't even know why I decided to accompany them in the first place.
Dinner @ Kopitiam. 4 persons for 32 bucks. Affordable? You judge (imo it's a complete waste of $$$).
Winston was asking us about our family background out of curiousity. Both Chanel and me just replied him with a smirk, "Long story. Our family background are really complicated, and we could probably write many different set of Family Trees if you really wanna know.".
Kbox with Sister, Brother and Chanel. Ms Chanel sang not more than 3 songs throughout the 4 hours session.
Headed over to Vivocity, met Momma and shopped for some lootings. Dinner @ Sushi Tei with Jovan Kor thereafter. I had never dine there before, but I was totally amazed by the interior design. Even momma raised her hands up for it.
We don't look really alike now, don't we? Anyway, I caught another movie yesterday, "Bodyguards and the Assasins" with Brother, Fayth and Chanel again. I thought the movie was so-so only, but they was like.... "No?!?!?!! It's good can!". It's obvious that we've different opinions, so I don't wanna waste my time arguing.
Meeting Brother and Chanel for dinner @ HongKong Cafe. I betcha he'll scream his lungs out because we're going to be fucking late. :p
As soon as I resume my school and start my work, my schedule will be 24/7 occupied. For those whom I had initiated a outing but keep giving tons of excuses, fuck you. Everyone seems to drastically changed over the past few months, or should I say I don't even know you guys well to begin with? It's only when I add sarcasm or become utterly rude in my speech then people started to reply?
If thats the case then in future I won't have to play the good guy role.
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Birthday Plan for this year. Original plan -> Organise BBQ, but since majority won't be available due to work or parties, I'll cancelling it. Thanks people for being such a wet rag, my mood is seriously dampened by the sms replies (imagine you sent the sms to 40+ good friends, only 20+ replied, and within the 20+ people only around 8 people is free? The others doesn't even bother to reply.).
I know many of you really have difficulties making it, but some are just making up nonsense excuses. Didn't even try before giving me a reply. Fancy me putting off my job training because of it. Maybe I should prior my work instead. By the way, I was hoping to reconcile with the others (RTHL, LWG, Crystal, CYY and many more) using this chance. Seems that fate doesn't permit so.
Whatever, I'm not going to celebrate this year anymore. Peace out.
I hate it when people blabber their mouth off without knowing anything. And its because of this type of situation people tend to misunderstand and have a different perception view of me. In the first place they've no clue what's arousing around me, and even if they know they've no right to comment on my doings.
Why? Because none of you are standing in my shoe. And I ask, what makes you think that you'll be able to make the right judgement? I deal matters with my own methods.
Fast update. Going for interview and I'm running out of time. Hopefully I manage to get this attractive pay job (7-8 wages per hour, and addition of comission = ???). I'm tired of loofing off at home with the accompanies of walls facing right back at me. Plus, I'm super duper uber broke.
Went out with Fayth and Chanel yesterday. Parted from them, met K-pher and Wilson for dinner @ Tiong. Then aftermath to Town, parted from Wilson and met Carilyn. A boring day, but it beats than staying home ;p.
Just because I keep silent doesn't mean I'm fine. Its just that I know things will still be back to square one no matter what I do. So tell me, why should I effortlessly try to resolve matters? I know when to give up at times. But as the saying goes... if you never try, you'll never know. I'm so contradicting.
I won't wait anymore. I'm moving on without you.
Thinking make time pass faster, don't you think so?
Humans are so plastic, extremely the type that gives excuses whenever they're found to be guilty of something wrong. There's this friend of mine whom I shall name "J". I have always considered him as one of my buddy, one that I can confine my secrets to. Unfortunately because he "wants" to blend in the crowds, he refused to hang out with me, a rejected good anymore.
I have always know that I've bad eyesights when it comes to making friends.... but I didn't expect things would come to such ugly and awkward situation. And in this scenario of mine, I learnt one thing.... and that is to forgive. Forgive him because he's a human. Humans are naturally plastic, this I cannot blame nor deny. What I cannot comprehend is, why do he still do this when he clearly know I've a diva temper?
If anyone doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, he/she could just say so. To me, excuses are just reasons made up to cover lies. Sadly, despite forgiving, I'll never forget the scar he inflicted to me and because of this matter.... we can no longer be close as before.
Hanged out with Kenneth and Pauline @ Town. Its been such a while since we 3 met, and this outing was only finalise after weeks of planning. I like this type of friends the most. Able to stay this close even when we didn't went out for ages, won't forget each other and will still initiate outing once in a blue moon.
Headed to passed Carilyn her birthday present as she was around the area. Girl I miss her so much (after seeing her blog) too! More wonderful days to come. Its a lil' surprising how fast time flew. Last year I was still happily celebrating my birthday with so many dears one but now....? My birthday is right around the corner and I could barely count true friends with my fingers.
And just then, another good friend of mine told me to fuck out of his life. Quarrel started because we've some disargeement on our philosophies. I don't know whether he meant it or its just a passing remark, but even so. This hurts me, to think that 2 years of brotherhood can be so easily tarnished with plain words. Not as disappointed as I thought though, maybe I'm used to it?
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